911 's ten years anniversary. It is a very emotional day. Even after such a long time, my heart goes out for the victims and their family.
Extremist terrors act, tried to destroy US: physically, mentally, financially, and emotionally. The despair is unbearable, the loss grief, and pain still remain. Terrors want to terrorise us,leave us with agony , even gave us fear,lost, and hatred. But they can never break us down, our spirit is stand, is living with hope, love, and more caring for one another.
In the darkest hour, we can count on God's faithfulness. Because, I know, even in the hopeless hour, God is there, I have been live through countless despair moments, and I can press through and testimony God's faithfulness. He guided me , He embraced me, and He has never forsaken me. so keep the Faith, recovery is possible, and our faith will grow much fonder because of that.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Anxiety,upset,disappointment, sadness could cause so much sorrow---which escalate to chronic or traumatic stress. As stress increases, health and performance actually improve. Stress is an elevation in a person's state of arousal or readiness, cause the brain sounds an alert to the adrenal glands. The adrenals answer by pouring out the first of the major stress hormones called "adrenaline" . It evolved with the prime directive of ensuring our safety and survival mechanism. The pulse begins to race as the adrenaline steps up the heart rate, sending extra blood to the muscles and organs. Physically we feel uptight, and stiff. When oxygen rushes in as the bronchial tubes in the lungs dilate; extra oxygen also reaches the brain, which helps keeping us alert. During the stage of the fight or flight response, the brain releases natural painkillers called " endorphins".
However, when the stress response is active for a long period of time, or often accrue, it can surely damage the cardiovascular, immune, and nervous systems. Sometime develop to nervous breakdown.If stress is extreme and not managed, some individuals experience post traumatic stress disorder.PTSD.
The breakdown of my relationship with my long time partner is an awakening of my spirit. This broken pieces journey led me to a breakthrough in my spiritual life.
People develop patterns of response that are as varies as the individuals.As for me, I felt betrayed, disrespected, disgraced, even violated my trust. Piece by piece shatters in front of me, and feeling so devastating that there is nothing I can do, or say to stop it. Identify the helplessness,shame, guilt, fear, every emotion just pile up around me. The only strength that sustained me is surrender all this insanity to God, knowing that Jesus is my shelter, my Rock and my comfort. My relied on our Heavenly father is growing strong. We can only rely on the spirit, not the flesh. It took me deepened my faith. It opened my heart and mind. Be still and know God is with me.
My bad, others are fail, but His good, and He is faithful!
"Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret,
but worldly sorrow brings death" II Corinthians 7:10.
Our worldly life , crumble and fallen, it will always disappoint us. Now I recognize that abundantly increase for God in " But blessed is the on who trusts in the lord, whose confidence is in Him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit." Jeremiah 17:7.
Gradually I understand that my life fell apart one piece at a time. Piece by piece in one situation, one lesson, one experience, one mistake, one circumstance, one revelation at a time; Until my realization of spiritual awareness, a child of God. A spiritual warfare. It 's time for a test of faith
by God.
However, when the stress response is active for a long period of time, or often accrue, it can surely damage the cardiovascular, immune, and nervous systems. Sometime develop to nervous breakdown.If stress is extreme and not managed, some individuals experience post traumatic stress disorder.PTSD.
The breakdown of my relationship with my long time partner is an awakening of my spirit. This broken pieces journey led me to a breakthrough in my spiritual life.
People develop patterns of response that are as varies as the individuals.As for me, I felt betrayed, disrespected, disgraced, even violated my trust. Piece by piece shatters in front of me, and feeling so devastating that there is nothing I can do, or say to stop it. Identify the helplessness,shame, guilt, fear, every emotion just pile up around me. The only strength that sustained me is surrender all this insanity to God, knowing that Jesus is my shelter, my Rock and my comfort. My relied on our Heavenly father is growing strong. We can only rely on the spirit, not the flesh. It took me deepened my faith. It opened my heart and mind. Be still and know God is with me.
My bad, others are fail, but His good, and He is faithful!
"Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret,
but worldly sorrow brings death" II Corinthians 7:10.
Our worldly life , crumble and fallen, it will always disappoint us. Now I recognize that abundantly increase for God in " But blessed is the on who trusts in the lord, whose confidence is in Him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit." Jeremiah 17:7.
Gradually I understand that my life fell apart one piece at a time. Piece by piece in one situation, one lesson, one experience, one mistake, one circumstance, one revelation at a time; Until my realization of spiritual awareness, a child of God. A spiritual warfare. It 's time for a test of faith
by God.
Happiness is not something we wish for,or hoping others to make us happy.
Rather, happiness is a quest in a person's state of readiness, to design for, and set our open mind to embrace it .
God granted us with fruit of the spirit which including: peace, joy, and love...the ultimate happiness is rejoice in God's blessing!
Rather, happiness is a quest in a person's state of readiness, to design for, and set our open mind to embrace it .
God granted us with fruit of the spirit which including: peace, joy, and love...the ultimate happiness is rejoice in God's blessing!
Thursday, June 16, 2011
The habits of loving heart
God knew the world needed courage, a testimony of strength, a sense of kindness, and
dignity." Love know no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of it hope;it can outlast anything".(1Corinthians13:7)
My dad taught me the importance of integrity and the value of a strong justice, always perseveres, always hopes, always fight for the heavenly cause. My father's sacrifices and unconditional love , no end to his selflessness acts to his Journalists calling; made it possible for me to live, to learn, to protected my identity , as Chinese in a foreign country, and the lessons I learned from his example ,honor to serve others, tell the truth,and to made a difference in the lives of others, what an impact!
Despite his despair and suffering have proved to be invaluable and was an inspiration to my life's journey---helping people with compassion.
God saw the importance of these compelling devotion,goodness and faithfulness...
therefore, He made father. Happy father's day!
dignity." Love know no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of it hope;it can outlast anything".(1Corinthians13:7)My dad taught me the importance of integrity and the value of a strong justice, always perseveres, always hopes, always fight for the heavenly cause. My father's sacrifices and unconditional love , no end to his selflessness acts to his Journalists calling; made it possible for me to live, to learn, to protected my identity , as Chinese in a foreign country, and the lessons I learned from his example ,honor to serve others, tell the truth,and to made a difference in the lives of others, what an impact!
Despite his despair and suffering have proved to be invaluable and was an inspiration to my life's journey---helping people with compassion.
God saw the importance of these compelling devotion,goodness and faithfulness...
therefore, He made father. Happy father's day!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Dear friends,
I am conducting a research out of personal interests and curiosity. I am wondering if you can please help me by just answering the two questions below. When I have enough a sample of answers, I guarantee you that I will inform you of the results derived from this study.
Should you have any question related to this questionnaire, please feel free to ask me.
Thanking you in anticipation.TrienPS. Have a nice weekend.
Scenario 1You are now twenty years old and in a fatally critical condition. You are still very eager for life. With the traditional medical treatments, you only have a few moments to live. Luckily, the latest technology can “extend” your life by keeping your brain alive in a special compartment filled with nutrition. Your brain will be connected with a super computer which can provide you with all the feelings, sensations, and awareness that you perceive through your five senses. Moreover, the computer can even adjust your “perceptions” to different levels of happiness. The adjusted perceptions can depend on the treatments. For example, some advanced and powerful computers can make you feel “happy” overall, but some less advanced computers can only make you feel “normal”.You now have to choose one treatment out of two. These treatments are not failure-proof, but on the contrary, they both are very risky. For convenience of the argument, let’s call them treatment A and treatment B. The chances for the treatment A to be successful are 20 out of 1,000,000. The chances for the treatment B to be successful are 19 out of 1,000,000. But when the treatment A is successful, it can keep you “alive” for 10 years with an overall “Happy” status. When the treatment B is successful, it can keep you alive for 20 years with an overall “Happy” status. The two treatments can be summarised as follows.Treatment AProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus20 / 1,000,00010Very Happy
Treatment BProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus19 / 1,000,00020Very Happy
Which treatment will you choose?
Scenario 2You are now twenty years old and in a fatally critical condition. Now think of another scenario. You are twenty years old and in the same fatally critical condition, you are still very eager for life. This time, science and technology can deal with this particular sickness very well. It can offer fairly safe treatments with high success rates. You are given two different options. The treatment A is failure-proof (with probability for success being 1), but it can help you to “live” for 10 years with an overall “Normal” status. The treatment B involves some risks: its probability to be successful is 95% (in other words, there are 5% of chances the treatment fails.) But when it succeeds, it can help you live for 20 years with an overall “Happy” status.Treatment AProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus100/10010Happy
Treatment BProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus95/10020Very Happy
Which treatment will you choose?
I am conducting a research out of personal interests and curiosity. I am wondering if you can please help me by just answering the two questions below. When I have enough a sample of answers, I guarantee you that I will inform you of the results derived from this study.
Should you have any question related to this questionnaire, please feel free to ask me.
Thanking you in anticipation.TrienPS. Have a nice weekend.
Scenario 1You are now twenty years old and in a fatally critical condition. You are still very eager for life. With the traditional medical treatments, you only have a few moments to live. Luckily, the latest technology can “extend” your life by keeping your brain alive in a special compartment filled with nutrition. Your brain will be connected with a super computer which can provide you with all the feelings, sensations, and awareness that you perceive through your five senses. Moreover, the computer can even adjust your “perceptions” to different levels of happiness. The adjusted perceptions can depend on the treatments. For example, some advanced and powerful computers can make you feel “happy” overall, but some less advanced computers can only make you feel “normal”.You now have to choose one treatment out of two. These treatments are not failure-proof, but on the contrary, they both are very risky. For convenience of the argument, let’s call them treatment A and treatment B. The chances for the treatment A to be successful are 20 out of 1,000,000. The chances for the treatment B to be successful are 19 out of 1,000,000. But when the treatment A is successful, it can keep you “alive” for 10 years with an overall “Happy” status. When the treatment B is successful, it can keep you alive for 20 years with an overall “Happy” status. The two treatments can be summarised as follows.Treatment AProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus20 / 1,000,00010Very Happy
Treatment BProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus19 / 1,000,00020Very Happy
Which treatment will you choose?
Scenario 2You are now twenty years old and in a fatally critical condition. Now think of another scenario. You are twenty years old and in the same fatally critical condition, you are still very eager for life. This time, science and technology can deal with this particular sickness very well. It can offer fairly safe treatments with high success rates. You are given two different options. The treatment A is failure-proof (with probability for success being 1), but it can help you to “live” for 10 years with an overall “Normal” status. The treatment B involves some risks: its probability to be successful is 95% (in other words, there are 5% of chances the treatment fails.) But when it succeeds, it can help you live for 20 years with an overall “Happy” status.Treatment AProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus100/10010Happy
Treatment BProbability for successYears to live if successfulStatus95/10020Very Happy
Which treatment will you choose?
假設背景一> 你正是二十歲,充滿青春,對生命有無限寄望及好奇。突然間你患了絕症,幾小時內就要逝世了。幸好科技能提供你〝延長〞生命的療法:將你的惱部移到一個有適當的營養液,然後將神經中樞接到一部超級電腦去。這部超級電腦能夠替你製造五觀的一切感覺,其他感受及意識。這部電腦能〝調控〞你的總體感受,比方說,它能令你覺得〝大概上〞你的生活是〝快樂〞的,或者覺得〝大概上〞你的生活是〝很快樂〞的。
> 你現在必須從兩種療法中作個選擇。這兩個治療方法並非絕對安全,其實它們都當危險。為著方便我們的討論,就讓我們稱它們為治療甲及治療乙。治療甲的成功率是一百萬分之二十(即一百萬次手術平均有二十次成功);成功時,它能將你的生命維持10年,獲得〝很快樂〞的總體感受。治療乙的一百萬分之十九(即一百萬次手術平均有十九次成功);成功時,它能將你的生命維持20年,獲得〝很快樂〞的總體感受。這兩療法的特徵可總結如下。
> 甲療法> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 20 / 1,000,000> 10> 很快樂>> 乙療法> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 19 / 1,000,000> 20> 很快樂>> 你會選擇那個療法呢?>> 假設背景二> 你正是二十歲,充滿青春,對生命有無限寄望及好奇。突然間你患了絕症,幾小時內就要逝世了。幸好科技能提供你〝延長〞生命的療法:將你的惱部移到一個有適當的營養液,然後將神經中樞接到一部超級電腦去。這部超級電腦能夠替你製造五觀的一切感覺,其他感受及意識。這部電腦能〝調控〞你的總體感受,比方說,它能令你覺得〝大概上〞你的生活是〝快樂〞的,或者覺得〝大概上〞你的生活是〝很快樂〞的。> 你現在必須從兩種療法中作個選擇。這兩個治療方法都相當安全。治療甲的成功率是絕對的,即肯定成功;成功時,它能將你的生命維持10年,獲得〝快樂〞的總體感受。治療乙的成功率是一百份之九十五(即一百次手術平均有九十五次成功);成功時,它能將你的生命維持20年,獲得〝很快樂〞的總體感受。這兩療法的特徵可總結如下。
- Show quoted text -> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 100 / 100> 10> 快樂>> 乙療法> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 9 5/ 100> 20> 很快樂>> 你會選擇那個療法呢?>
> 你現在必須從兩種療法中作個選擇。這兩個治療方法並非絕對安全,其實它們都當危險。為著方便我們的討論,就讓我們稱它們為治療甲及治療乙。治療甲的成功率是一百萬分之二十(即一百萬次手術平均有二十次成功);成功時,它能將你的生命維持10年,獲得〝很快樂〞的總體感受。治療乙的一百萬分之十九(即一百萬次手術平均有十九次成功);成功時,它能將你的生命維持20年,獲得〝很快樂〞的總體感受。這兩療法的特徵可總結如下。
> 甲療法> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 20 / 1,000,000> 10> 很快樂>> 乙療法> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 19 / 1,000,000> 20> 很快樂>> 你會選擇那個療法呢?>> 假設背景二> 你正是二十歲,充滿青春,對生命有無限寄望及好奇。突然間你患了絕症,幾小時內就要逝世了。幸好科技能提供你〝延長〞生命的療法:將你的惱部移到一個有適當的營養液,然後將神經中樞接到一部超級電腦去。這部超級電腦能夠替你製造五觀的一切感覺,其他感受及意識。這部電腦能〝調控〞你的總體感受,比方說,它能令你覺得〝大概上〞你的生活是〝快樂〞的,或者覺得〝大概上〞你的生活是〝很快樂〞的。> 你現在必須從兩種療法中作個選擇。這兩個治療方法都相當安全。治療甲的成功率是絕對的,即肯定成功;成功時,它能將你的生命維持10年,獲得〝快樂〞的總體感受。治療乙的成功率是一百份之九十五(即一百次手術平均有九十五次成功);成功時,它能將你的生命維持20年,獲得〝很快樂〞的總體感受。這兩療法的特徵可總結如下。
- Show quoted text -> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 100 / 100> 10> 快樂>> 乙療法> 成功率> 手術成功後壽命年數> 總體感受> 9 5/ 100> 20> 很快樂>> 你會選擇那個療法呢?>
Sunday, May 8, 2011
mother's day greeting
Mommie,
In 1Corinthians 13;13 " And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is love".
Mom, you represent these three qualities in the most remarkable ways. Your faith inspires me each day to keep God first. Without your constant commitment to him, i do not know where i would be today. You are an outstanding rule model. The hope our obtain are abundant and never ending. The hope you have emanates through you and graces others. i can only pray to have half as much hope as you do in my lifetime. And the greatest with these traits is LOVE. your love towards others is absolutely astonishing. Your beauty shines from within. Not only does it appears through your actions, but your presence as well. This day is only simple reminder of how amazing you truly are. My appreciation and admiration grows for you each day.
Thank you for being my Friend, my mother, and most of all my rock, my role model. I'm going to miss you mommies, going to college , but just remember that YOU mean the world to me. that you could ever imagine.
AT last, thank you for existing, I love you,
and Happy mothers' day!
Love,
Sarah
In 1Corinthians 13;13 " And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is love".
Mom, you represent these three qualities in the most remarkable ways. Your faith inspires me each day to keep God first. Without your constant commitment to him, i do not know where i would be today. You are an outstanding rule model. The hope our obtain are abundant and never ending. The hope you have emanates through you and graces others. i can only pray to have half as much hope as you do in my lifetime. And the greatest with these traits is LOVE. your love towards others is absolutely astonishing. Your beauty shines from within. Not only does it appears through your actions, but your presence as well. This day is only simple reminder of how amazing you truly are. My appreciation and admiration grows for you each day.
Thank you for being my Friend, my mother, and most of all my rock, my role model. I'm going to miss you mommies, going to college , but just remember that YOU mean the world to me. that you could ever imagine.
AT last, thank you for existing, I love you,
and Happy mothers' day!
Love,
Sarah
happy mother's day
The magic of being a mother:
Knowing I am the most important in their lives.
A new way to experience the dream childhood,
free with faith, hope, love, trust, compassion, and to know that love never fails.
Seeing that my child is living my dream....better yet, they can live to fulfill their dream with our guidance, our motivation, and parental love.
In the mean time, each day I can also grow, and learn from them as well.
Reinvention raising Godly child.
For me, the best honor is seeing my child being fully accountability to God in all they do.
Obey God , and leave all the consequences to Him , and trust Him faithfully.
Knowing I am the most important in their lives.
A new way to experience the dream childhood,
free with faith, hope, love, trust, compassion, and to know that love never fails.
Seeing that my child is living my dream....better yet, they can live to fulfill their dream with our guidance, our motivation, and parental love.
In the mean time, each day I can also grow, and learn from them as well.
Reinvention raising Godly child.
For me, the best honor is seeing my child being fully accountability to God in all they do.
Obey God , and leave all the consequences to Him , and trust Him faithfully.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Japan crisis
Just keep moving forward with faith, Japan, we love you, and God is not abandon nor forsaken you. hang in there! Tough time never last, but tough people do.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
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