Compassion cured me of agnostic

The act of Love is to say,
"I want you to be who you are."
The act of abuse is to say,
"I want you to be who I want you to be".
It is that simple.


I grew up in a domestic violent family. Consistently, all the Physical, mental and psychological ,on the negative impact of the fears, trauma and the abused. It was the endless controlling , overpower, and intimidation through out my childhood. Each day I was hoping to be vanish into the air, and tried to make all the pain, sorrow and despair to disappear else where. Add on to the continuation warfare in VieT Nam, my child age was emotional developed into depression, low self-esteem, loosing trust, abandonment, guilt , shame, anger, hate, resentment, and cognitive abilities has a devastating impact as well.
Despite my shortcoming , trauma wounded child attitude, my spiritual journey began by God sent a guardian angel to look after me, and gave me comfort, love, and compassion. This grace from God was my high school classmate, she planted a small seed , an act on her compassion, toke a complete approach in God's love, forgiveness, hope, kindness, gentleness, the total package in the fruits of spirit. Wow! I was so blessed , because of her compassion, I could feel safe, I could feel hope, and I even found faith. Even today, God's blessing, still remain, she is living in the same country, same state,so close to me, and we are still connect to one another almost daily basis. This journey is flourishing, it connected me to God, our Lord, and gave me a sense of purpose driven live. What a blessing that is!
My amazing friend, a heartfelt precious friend, yesterday, today, tomorrow and always. Ju, you are a Gem , a testament to our Lord's glory, and I appreciated you in every awaking moment, what a beautiful gift of love, you have reflect His love, His promise, and His embrace. I thank you for not foresaking me. The application is clear,Ju, I pray for you and your family, may our Heavenly Father launches you ever so quickly into His most perfect,gracious, and awesome plan for your life. I can totally believe that He would like you to know that He is so pleased with you, and all that you do for His glory. He loves you so very much, and He always has a very special place for you in His heart.
As for me, I would use your "compassion radar" to scan the lives of the lost one, friends, and people who encounter.