Turning point

The direction of my path is my pride, an ego-centric self to leaving God out of the equation.I spend half of my life, or more striking in concerning the importance of having accomplishment, a self gratification to the importance of achieving my ambition. Chasing the wealth, power, privilege, status identity.
the ego is a tough taskmaster. Yet during our life, ego manages to imprison us.It is a portrayal of our very worth is at stake.
The problem with this mind set of ego values driven , our obsessiveness about owning more , more , and much more would allowed our false self to dominant force in our life. We could get lost in prestige, power and obsession. As the time progress, the false self defines us, it means we are defined by false true. Then it is coming to a train derailed---a spiritually bankrupt way to run our life journey.
This is directing to a danger zone of listening to ego rather than our authentic self. How much material we accumulate, how much we have been accomplished,ultimately causes us to forget that our intuition value is our connection to our source of being, our spiritual self. Where , and whom are we came from ? The answer is this higher power being, is our source. Therefore, we are a spiritual human being, that need to connect to our spiritual cause.
By contrast, when our connection to our higher source, then we do not anxious about triumphs, money, stuff, accomplishment, status, our image, and false believes.we have more valuable commitment in being good, focusing on our self improvement, heading toward something is far more purposeful and meaningful is even more significant than the narcissistic, ego self-sabotage way of living.
We begin to shift change in direction away from an ego driven life to purpose driven life in God's purpose. By become more caring toward the suffering of others, more gratitude of what we have,we are motivated by moral, serenity, serving others, kind to everyone.Less judgmental , forgiveness to others, and to ourselves. A Godly life of peace, love, honesty, joy and do God's will.